sweet miseryy.

2006-05-25T08:20:00.000-07:00

livejournalish.

i've moved, changed, altered. relink me, darlings. =)

2006-05-21T00:23:00.000-07:00

ahh the weekend :)
today started early and ended late. not that im complaining. we had a really fun time, shopping and acting touristy. been awhile since we let go of school, tests and shit and just had plain good fun. shopping, photos, i'd say today was pretty awesome.
go on and click, cos photos really do tell the best story.

click.you know you want to.

and priya dearest, love you like a sister! take care kayy girl.
there's so many things i'd like to do, so many people i'd love to go out with, i wish the day had more hours. but till we all find the time, i just wanna say

i love my pink wedges! shopping is therapy. i feel all relaxed now, and the concert at vch ended the day on a great note. i love you people la! much much muchhh.

2006-05-18T02:57:00.001-07:00

the past week or so. this week's, been pretty hellish. days fade into each other, till i long for the sound of that bell. i can't wait wait wait for holidays, and then the JCTs. oh god.
snapshots of last weeeek.

our two favourite comedians, i love them so.
happy friday and weekending, everyone.

2006-05-07T21:50:00.000-07:00

much needed retail therapy sought today. not exactly a planned event, we planned to study, but hey, that never really does happen. i'm happy with what i got. =)))
another fourday week next week, so yeah, thats great too. and i have to say, i loved mi3. i know, not my kinda movie, but still. i should give action movies more chances. but no way am i ditching my romantic comedies.
also, i hate to admit it, but.
mmm school tomorrow, and ive yet to do homework. how i love free periods.

2006-05-01T20:26:00.000-07:00

sunday lunch, then over to dinah's place at katong to watch movies in her basement. her mom is so nice, seriously. she provided pizza and everything. a pretty good long weekend, actually. although i didnt do as much shopping as i would've liked to. but that bitchy thing that takes the form of a PI(whoever came up with the stupid idea is nuts) is done.(!) finally. only four more days till the weekend noww. heheh. =)

us.

making a statement. (or, just fun.)

sabrina "working out".

my attempts to play drums.

ahhh backta school tmr. lets look forward to free periods and lunch and afterschools kayy. =)

2006-04-29T14:42:00.000-07:00

chick flicks, mardi gras, shopping trips. the month's been eventful, to say the least.
i still believe photos speak a thousand words, or something like that. (okay mainly because i'm too lazy to type.)
pictures of the whole month, and then some.

photos here.

2006-04-24T21:29:00.000-07:00

the past couple of weeks. photos and such. heh, my new favourite phrase from 'someone like you'. a warped sense of romantic atheism. i claim it, huda! haha.

what reminds me of tpjc. nad nad and oh, nad. =)

selfproclaimed prodigy and me.

hud's 'artistic' shot.

my work of art! heh who knew i had hidden talent ah huda. no matter what shan may say, its good for an amateur.

heh this photo is way nicer than the other ones we took at tpjc, shuuji. us hwachong wannabes. haha. we go zap tmr kayy.

belated birthday quikgirl. =)

our afterschool place.

redefining the mat and minah.

he still refuses to say whatever!

girls night, cooking. yes me. cooking. *smileees*

i know i left out plenty photos, so just come ask me for them kay.

2006-04-18T22:04:00.000-07:00

a very lazy start to the week. serious. on monday, wenta mjc. haha, not that simple huh, shuuji. oh, no. first we bitched in ki and decided zap was THE coolest place on earth. then i made him walk to bedok mrt, a little walking never hurts anyone. but did he thank me? oh nooo. he proclaimed it torturous and tiring. (but only till next monday, our next walking day!) and besides nad, i have another person i cant play scissorspaperstone with. hehh. and then we walked to mjc (its not THAT far, shuuji, so stop complaining and whining and writing a whole entry in your livejournal about the evil,evil shereen) where we met nad darling and loads of other dunman people. today, dinner with huda. she's nuts, i'm serious. she'll squeal in that highpitched voice and "eat horses" and swing around the interchange like its the most normal thing in the world. how endearing.
and i feel so piled with work, im kinda numb to it though. i dont feel stress, so dont tell me you're stressed. cos i haven't read the notes or done the homework. i intend to, though. soon, very soon.

2006-04-16T15:50:00.000-07:00

saturday shopping day with two of my favourite people in the entire world. need i say more? *winks*
contrary to what they may say, i did NOT ignore r and h on the train. haha, they know i love them rrrright. and we went speed shopping at town. i'm serious, the fastest shopping i've ever done. okay, fine, i may have been admiring the white bag for quite some time, but still. we shopped in under ten minutes, i'm serious. and somebody got an emily strange pencil case (ahahaha.) if anyone asks, claim it to be your sister's kay. mango strudel is amazing, thanks raush. and the chocolate and icecream.
oh oh oh and the neoprint! something i haven't done in aaaages. haha of course the first time we took it, something had to screw up. this always happens to us. and we were all excited too. we're so diplomatic, i swear.

okay, back to that 1000wordlong essay i have been successfully delaying for the past two weeks. finally due tomorrow, eugh.

2006-04-14T21:53:00.000-07:00

mardi gras, april the thirteenth, last night. gothically fun! the link for photos is on the right. pretty self-explanatory. :)
oh and nad the darling dropped by. apparently i was so gothic, she didnt see me at first. haha. and i have to admit it was fun scaring the kids on the bus.

2006-04-09T22:22:00.000-07:00

omg nonono. please let me not get sick now. not now when there's mardi gras to look forward to and things and assignments to catch up on and friends to meet and plans to shop and eat at far east(haha). i must've used up an equivalent of a box of tissues thanks to this dumb cold snd i think i've finally stopped coughing. i feel like shit and my head hurts but please, i cant get sick now. thank you.

2006-04-07T23:06:00.000-07:00

dunman speech day '06. it was realleh nice seeing everyone again. =)

for old times' sake. the dunman toilets, heh.

us four. just like in 2a again, eh girls.

me and the class boys.

us with pink and white balloons! probably left over from vday or smth haha.

everyone! almost ah.

class guys and me again.

us three.

the mj girl and i. friends, for a really long time.

ahhhnyway, i finally have a tan from the weekly swimming. haha(!)
haaaapy birthday andrea, you sexeh seventeen! ill get u a brown bag next year kay! or we'll just go parkway more often. *winkssss*

2006-04-06T22:51:00.000-07:00

firstly..happy seventeenth to muhaimin! our favourite whateverrr soccercrazy boy.

and its kinda nostalgic everytime nad and i walk into tpjc. and it was kinda a mini-dunman reunion, haha. inclusive of tjc people and nadhirahh. tpjc vs tjc soccer match. oh guess who won! shocker. heh.
the familiar view.

during SC speeches, ash and meeee. heh my boo! =)

and and. tj's umbrella parade. otherwise known as fire drill! heh heh.

and im sure that its needless to say by now that i love my rhs more than ever.

2006-04-04T21:19:00.000-07:00

its good to know that amidst all the crazy madness and homeworkdoing and confusion and unfathomable iwannasolveeverythingness, i still have my totally-nuts best friend.

she's the sweetest thing in the world, i'm serious. (haha nad, remember our limited sweet vobabulary? saccharine! sugarcoated!) and she's completely cheesy, oh insufficient-memoried girl! heh. and i love love love my tj friends too. all the crazyfun ones. nadia andrea amitha rennald sam sakina samantha zhenghui sabrina lizzy soefie dinah and whoever else i didnt mention. and thanks for helping me wrap, hanna darling! heh you're a much better wrapper than i am. :)

2006-03-31T21:58:00.000-08:00

finally friday.
and what a week its been! busy busy busy, but i really am loving it all. and we headed to town for haircuts today, and i loveee my hair now. i also happened to drop by tpjc thrice this week to pick up friends/see friends. specifically melati and raushan. nadhiraaah, am i cheesy or whut you insufficient memory girl. poetry slam was really good, and im still impressed by that girl. but the past two weeks have been quite an insight to the rest of the two years. work+fun.
and, and, and i still love my rhs. to bits and pieces.

it's something, but i just can't quite place it.

2006-03-25T21:18:00.000-08:00

v for vendetta is really nice. something different. go watch kayy!
and jc's been a lot of work for the first week. i feel busy, and it feels kinda good/weird cos i havent felt this way for a very long time. i also love my cg people! such crazy fun.
oh, i love love love my phone. my darling. i also have loads of photos to put up, but later la since im so lazy.
i love this quote. perhaps men invented fire, but women invented how to play with fire. haha.

2006-03-18T14:49:00.000-08:00

i was inspired by huda. and its not as if the whole world doesnt know already, but i still wanna proclaim it one more time..
RHS IS LOVE. I LOVE RHS. <333333

those two crack me up. yes, even the expressionless one on the right with the Look. she has her moments! haha, crazy wacky you wouldn't believe. and (finally) she actually shops. about time too! and shan's always fun. details? read huda's shan-dedicated entry. all true. oh, i love those two! more than words. heh.

xoxo. (haha!)

2006-03-11T21:17:00.000-08:00

life; its a chaotic system where the tiniest disturbance, like the flap of a butterfly's wing, can affect the course of a hurricane. the butterfly effect.

that butterfly effect's really fascinating. how every little thing on such a small scale can alter everything. the movie wasn't that great, honestly. its just the concept of it thats so interesting. if you think about it, every little choice you make affects a lot. like, how different your life would be if you'd never met someone. its amazing, really.

2006-03-11T18:10:00.000-08:00

the sound of rain, and the best feeling in the world.
jc has finally, started. and that can only mean one thing.
shopping!
haha what did you expect. everything, can only mean shopping. and huda melati and whoever else wants to come along, be ready! i have a whole mental list of stuff i wanna get. nad and hanna, i cant believe you guys went and i didnt! haha. the irony eh. meet up soon kay, darlings.
oh how i love your ipod songs. *wink.

i won't daaaance.

2006-03-03T20:46:00.000-08:00

oh, yeay. =)

yeah, i'm happy. obviously. but still, i'll miss tpjc, everyone there. all the skipped lessons, whateverrrs, camwhoring, french manicures, and i'm sure i can go on. its been a wonderful two months. and i intend to enjoy my weekend before school starts. ohhh im so in love with my other darling, im serious. okay la, and you too, hun. <3 i won't danceee, don't ask meee. i won't dance, monsieur, with youuuu...

2006-02-26T02:25:00.000-08:00

my month's been pretty interesting. to say the least. shan came home from london, with chocolates. mel came from hongkong with souvenirs. we went swimming, cousins flew in, college run, valentine's day, jc crashing to name a few. and the many, many trips to town. oh and one more thing. i love RHS. <3

click for photos.

2006-02-18T23:04:00.000-08:00

kate&leopold still gets me everytime. haha he is sucha charmer, with that british accent. raushan, where's my ferdinanddd. real one, this time. hehh.
and barbecues are such love. especially at chalets with nice living rooms.

2006-02-18T11:48:00.000-08:00

yesterday was crazyfun, actually. and since i'm way too lazy to list out every single detail of what we did. let's just say that there was a lot of dumping people into the pool and loads of photos taken and plenty talking as well. (and yes, i can play soccer. heh.) the link for photos is on the right. enjoy. =)

2006-02-17T16:28:00.000-08:00

oh, whatever.

2006-02-16T22:18:00.000-08:00

my week's been going pretty well. apart from the constant mind-changing about what to apply for. but i'm pretty happy with what i finally decided on, and i really think i'll be happy there. and i hope i get in. yesterday, met raushan and huda for seoul garden before starbucks-ing with melati. and we were kinda fascinated by this couple who thought origami was the most romantic thing in the world. go, figure.

at seoul garden, rau's request and treat. thanksss.

starbucks, baby.

and i met raushan and huda to go valentine's shopping on monday. as usual, nothing's changed. we still have fun, dont we darlings. oh and my friend went to london and all he got me was a guy called "ferdinand". hahaha.

so proud of the present he wrapped. and while he wrapped it meticulously, we...

took more photos! =)

oh, and i'll miss all of this boy's crazyfunny hand gestures. won't you, Nad? hehh. so, so many things we'll miss. we were reminiscing in the library this morning, so go read nad's blog.

2006-02-15T11:28:00.000-08:00

upon nad's persistence, i have changed the template! (okay, fine. nad helped.)
(okayyy, nad did most of it.) (ah OKAY she did it.)
but isnt it so pretttyyyy. thanks, nad. i love you! and not just cuz you changed my template either. =)

and as usual, we're so busy here. busy skipping lessons, that is.
oh, and it's wonderful to have RAUSHAN back.

2006-02-14T06:41:00.000-08:00

okay i've finally sent in the application, kinda last minute as usual. now all i can do is wait, and hope.

ohhh happy valentine's day, darlings! i have to say my day was amazinggg. and i couldnt be happier. <3

2006-02-09T21:08:00.000-08:00

omg, tomorrow.

2006-02-06T21:44:00.000-08:00

just to say, that i read huda's very nostalgic post, and got a bit sentimental myself. (yes i do get sentimental. don't laugh.)
NURHUDA SYED. you can't be serious. you know i'd never forget youuu. now let's start the whole nostalgia thing going. i mean, seriously. who's going to talk to me for twelve hours, who gives me The Look, who catches the wrong bus with me and is almost late to an exam, who laughs with me over dinner, who i can annoy to no end, and who do i know will be there for me no matter what. and you know i'll do the same for you. and darl, who can forget prom! =) heh the makeup, the hair, the sleepover, the ride home, charlie n the chocolate factory. it's all with you hun. you're one of the closest friends i have. and it's a shame we haven't talked in over a week. but know i still love you, kay. and shit. this reminds me of how much i miss everyone. like, ashwini, syida(even though i see her pretty often its not the same), melati, raushan and even the guys from my class. who can forget all that. well anyways, i'll see all you darlings on friday. (yeah, the horror.)
on a brighter note. raushan's coming homeee!
oh and wenta play pool with the guy, his friends, and nadhirah at her place. well nad and i mainly watched. and then two of my favourite people in the world walked me home. of course they had to take the darker way. but i love you two anyway. and just to make it exxxxtra clear. i still love my huda! heh. <3

2006-02-05T22:00:00.000-08:00

my week.

the girrrls.

late for school. (again.)

safwan, nadhirah and i. he's one of those people who can make you laugh without even trying.

our tickets. sue us, we were amused. =)
the weeks just get better. and its yet another photo post, cuz, well. i'm just too malas to type much.

2006-02-04T20:15:00.000-08:00

yesterday's library laughter was ah, crunchy. ;)
and then nad, muhaimin and i watched fun with dick and jane. everytime i watch a jim carrey movie, i like him even more. he has that natural charisma you just have to fall in love with.

candy empire is so, wow. oh he annoys me so much. but fine, i owe you chocolate. <3

2006-02-01T21:51:00.000-08:00

yet another filled-with-colour post. (because they're just funner that way.)

if you're wondering why i drag my arse off to jc so early in the morning, its not just for education(haha!). these people just make jc that much more fun.

during one of our many self-proclaimed free periods. nad brought her pink/red/maroon olympus, and being the camwhores we know we are...

2006-01-27T21:23:00.000-08:00

yesterrrday.

beware the camwhoresss.

4C '05. almost, everyone.

2006-01-20T04:44:00.000-08:00

i think boots are so sexy. and the world is way too fucken small. especially if u keep seeing people, or person, who looks like that person. if what i said just made sense.
i should stop being so random.

2006-01-19T04:36:00.000-08:00

"my bestfriend.my sister.my cousin.i love,love,love you!i've known you ALL my life since i was born.i remember seeing a picture of you carrying me when i was a baby.we've always been close.we never fought.we just can't.we've had loads of fun times together.there'll be more to come.you're not my sister,but you're like the older sister i never had.i know i can always turn to you if i need help.thanks for being there always.i love you!<33333333"

my cousin wrote that on her blog. how sweet is that. completely heartmelting. plus, it made me smile. and for the record, i love her too. <3

(and you, too. obviously.)

2006-01-18T05:12:00.000-08:00

i went jamming todayyy! hahah. seriously. okay, no. but i did watch. which is actually fun, considering who im watching. ohh, i love boys who play the guitar. and the drums. okay, specifically one. heh.
and school today was...
ah forget it. im sick about saying how fun/boring/waking-up-early-annoying/nad-and-i-hate-public-transport-in-the-morning/exciting-sometimes school is. have a lovely day, darlings.

2006-01-17T04:23:00.000-08:00

the past two months have been more than incredible. all thanks to youuu. love really is everything. no, seriously. dont get all cynical. its all you've ever dreamed of, and then some. its so amazing, especially if you're with that amazing person. <3
forgive my cheesiness, but im in sucha great(cheesy) mood today and you cant blame me.
cuz today was fun of course. nad's frends crashed and theyre all so crazy and funny. which is great. everyone's been friendly and nice, and its all good so far. and i think even that little nagging weird feeling is gone.

2006-01-16T16:11:00.000-08:00

"if you love someone you should tell them everyday" awww. who knew muhaimin could be so sentimental! haha, just sometimes.
the weekend has been pretty good. republic poly is..under construction? not very exciting. and its so far awayyy. but i learnt a lot about guy shopping. its actually kinda fun. maybe cuz its very different from girl shopping. the day ended off kinda eventfully? haha. couldnt stop laughing. sorry, hun. <3
and today. was good too. walked home with nadddd. well sort of. we really should learn to share!

2006-01-13T06:06:00.000-08:00

in her shoes is niceee! (admit itttt.! go on, say its a good movie.)the company was even nicer. *wink.
i carry your heart with me. how cheesy. but you know what. i love cheesy! and i think tpjc has been fun this week. rrrrright, nad? skip along with me. =)

2006-01-11T20:53:00.000-08:00

thanks for the pick-up today, girls. it was awesome fun! it always is.
and, i was just wondering. but i dont know. its kinda crazy, but i get weird sometimes. and i think too much. maybe some people know what im saying, but for the rest of you who dont, just ignore this part kay. =)
oh and i need to go shoe shopping! soon.

2006-01-06T22:42:00.000-08:00

orientation week was awesome fun! we had a blast dancing and everything. and, photos. =) click for larger versions kayy.

our OGLS, ariff and adam-omar-ahmad! hahaha.

jayden and me.

2006-01-06T22:39:00.000-08:00

photos, continuedd.

this way up!

us and our ogl, robo. he's crazy!

2006-01-05T05:28:00.000-08:00

i was gonna write some long post about my day, but nadhirah did it for me! heh. so go read her blog to know the details.
mass dancing was crazy fun! with PB and BGB. *wink, nad.
so were all the games. by the time we were through, we were totally drenched with flour/water/rain. the flour? from our dearest OGL, ariff. he smeared our faces with flour. we did nothing to deserve it! so we swore revenge. and we got it too. =) at least we got to the showers first.
in a nutshell. today was awesome.

2006-01-02T04:57:00.000-08:00

new year huh. last year has been...i cant find one single word to describe it. eventful? pretty much.
school tomorrow. hopefully it wont be a drag. it might even be fun, who knows.
i think beaches are fun. =)

2005-12-27T04:07:00.000-08:00

the week's off to a great start. wenta sentosa on monday with the guy, syid and shairul. ah, funnn. and we're all lousy with directions. if only we had a map? anyyyways.
today. nadhirah called to ask if i wanted to go shop. have i ever said no to shopping? =) haha. we haven't been shopping in four whole years! but shopping's universal. so it was great! oh, we didnt look at earrings nad. next time? we have three months to walk around there. heh. and huda's the absolute nicest. (yes u are!) she waited oh-so-patiently while my hair was cut. i loveee my hair now!
and upon nad's request. 5 completely random things about..me. =)
1. i twirl my hair/bite my lip/stare into space a lot.
2. skirt addict! denim skirts, khaki skirts, long skirts, love em all.
3. i'm completely in love with ben&jerry's. especially cookie dough.
4. i like painting my nails black/sparkly purple.
5. i've always wanted to go to switzerland/venice/hawaii/paris/rome.

2005-12-24T06:35:00.000-08:00

jc starts in a week plus. i cant help being a bit excited. nadhiraaaah! it'll be crazy funnn. so much like primary school all over again eh. you got me all hyped up for it.
and, i miss.

you.

2005-12-22T06:15:00.000-08:00

kl was amazinggg. (well, the shopping was. heh.)
went to a couple of jcs today with elroy. i think im pretty happy with which jc i got, but still a little confused and stuff. thats okay. it'll sort itself out.
and i have a new denim skirt, thanks to raushan and huda. (happy belated birthday to meee.)
the rest got their birthday stuff as well. and now you know how we procrastinate. banquet was a ton of fun and laughter, with our dysfunctionality and nonsense accents. which we carried on till we got on the mrt. i love you guyyss, craziness and all.
and have fun at london, raushannn. we'll miss youuu. =)

2005-12-13T04:07:00.000-08:00

im leaving tomorrow, darlings! see you guys next week, and i'll miss you all like crazyyy.

=)

2005-12-10T22:45:00.000-08:00

friday's barbecue was fun. obviouslyyy. let the photos do the talking!

the everyone.

four on the rocks.

couple of the year!

huda and raushie

melati and raushie

*smileee.

mysteriousness. heh heh.

sec fourrrr on firrrre

pretty photo eh. the light, and the blue people. =)

i have a clearer photo. but for some reason, i like this one ahh. =)

2005-12-07T06:42:00.000-08:00

by special request from RAUSHAN, i shall update. (there. all credited. hehh. be happy.)
ahh. met the girls and guy to plan for friday's barbeque today. planning took all of ten minutes. it'll be fun..we'll make it fun. nothing much else to update, really. just that, life's been all about going out and pretty much slacking. and there's a slight, slight chance i might wanna work instead of going jc. thats okay, right(?).

2005-11-30T05:44:00.000-08:00

prom was amazing, amazing, amazing.i love all of youuu la. and im gonna miss you guys so bloody much. *tear.
heh. but it really was such fun. you made it funner, you know you did. <3
and everyone else too. =)

oh the link for photos is on the right. go see! =D

2005-11-22T19:40:00.000-08:00

if you can make the last one out. =)
anyways. jalan raya's been funnn. life has been such, love. and oh. the Os are officialleh overrrrr, as of today. how can anyone not be happy aye. prom browsing tomorrow, and movies this thursday. and and. prom in one week. haha. =)
and the photos, click for larger versions. and of course i have one or two more i'd love to add. but its enough for the moment? yes it is.

2005-10-22T17:17:00.000-07:00

oh wow. two weeks to Os seh.
wow, wow, wowww. for more reasons than one. =)

2005-10-01T23:52:00.000-07:00

oh my god. ben&jerry's cookie dough ice cream is absolutely freakin fabulous. it's just loveee. just hafta rave about it. so go get yours. mmm.

2005-09-20T20:24:00.000-07:00

happy doesnt even begin to describe it. i am euphoric. i now believe in miracles! =)))

2005-09-19T21:36:00.000-07:00

went out with ashiee to town n suntec yesterday. oh, the gorgeous gorgeous prom dresses. some also came with gorgeous-er price tags. heh. ash bought this sour cream and onion pretzel. sound disgusting? wrong. its wonderful.
and results? dont even start. lets just say the jc three month thing is outta the question, most probably. wasnt really looking forward to it, but i hafta admit, disappointment's there. but whatever. you can't always get what you want.

2005-09-15T22:35:00.000-07:00

ahh. prelims over. (almost, almost)
pizza hutting/window shopping today. its been awhile. and that gorgeous hand-made red top. (so beautiful. but something i wouldnt waste money on.) and purple shoes. sounds weird, but theyre nicee.
amaths was do-able. weird. especially for me.
short sentences. heh heh.

2005-09-11T20:29:00.000-07:00

i feel like screaming. maybe i will.

oh, and drop by with caramel frapp and ill love you forever. <3 (well, maybe not forever la. but i will like you veryy much.)

2005-09-09T23:50:00.000-07:00

i dooooont like prelims(!!!) capital exclamation marks. i cant cant cant wait for all this studying shit to be over. the sooner the better.
on a lighter note, this week's been fun, which is good considering prelims dont end till next week. i went swimming a couple of days ago at ash's place. i meant to study, i really did. but really, the water was too gorgeous to resist. =)
the week's been kinda filled with lit lessons. i beeeetter pass my lit, for all the time ive spent on it.
and i havent been shopping in a waywaywaytoolong time. (think of all the money ive saved.)
caramel frap, my love.

2005-09-03T15:26:00.000-07:00

i havent been updating. i'd say its because ive been busy studying, but well. good girls dont lie. =)
went for lit, then walked home with ash in the rain just noww. fun as usual. ive kinda given up on the 3 month jc thing. seems too hard to get into, especially since im starting to study only now.and besides, im not even sure i wanna go to jc anyyway.
did i mention i love the rain. its gorgeous.

2005-08-14T22:45:00.000-07:00

strawberry wine. pretty, pretty song.
b3-malay. its so bloody average. and i cant stand being average. still. i tink its pretty lucky. we all know how incredibly (not) wonderful my malay is. heh.
another, another week of school tomorrow. ahh.

2005-08-10T17:41:00.000-07:00

i had today all nicely planned out.we were gonna watch charlie today, then walk around town. but then. i woke up all lazy. ever have one of those days? when all u feel like doing is lazing around doing nothing. i have them quite often. =D
well anyway. i was kinda forced to go to the supermarket. was i annoyed? of course la. it was 9am. there goes my sleeping-in.
i wanna study! i dont seem to have the mood today though. please help me. prelims are less than 3 weeks away.

photos from monday.

why do people blog. interesting question right. we all know that i dont blog anything really personal, so its not technically an online diary. actually. its a way for me to procrastinate. yes, that evil word again. like now, im delaying studying. oh, and i use it to post photos as well, so i dont hafta send to each person individually. so now you know.

2005-08-09T22:54:00.000-07:00

u know what ive been doing lately. trying on clothes without really buying them. such funn. on saturday, after the speech day thing, raihanis, rashidah ashwini n i tried on stuff, but only rai and ash got something. and yesterday. after bio test, melati rashidah ashwini n me wenta banquet and we did the same thing. try on stuff. only this time, noone bought anything. i came super super close to getting a skirt though. it was really nice. but i dont need it la. anyways. enough about my shopping habits.
ive been studying more. procrastinating less. which is great. prelims are less than three weeks away. and when my lazy friend (you know who u are, queen black) starts studying, i better too.
oh and, happy national day.

2005-07-31T17:09:00.000-07:00

racial harmony. (obviously.)

4C malay people.

raihanis, gladyn n me.

melati, huda n me.

ashwini n i.

raushan looks fair! haha. k sorry.

syida me.

weird, much.

pizza hutters.

myterious? we tried. =)

the smilers. such a rare sight, huda smiling.

again.

very obvious which one's mine.

the star.

hahaha. sorry raushan, dont kill me.

okay done. fun day, really. the link for the slideshow's on the right. and if u still want more photos, ask k. bye. =)

2005-07-17T11:09:00.000-07:00

someone just said that i dont write anything really personal here. oh sure, i write about what i do and all, but there's nothing that much personal. like, thoughts or feelings or whatever. i guess ive never really been an open person. its best not to write anything too personal anyway.
and im perfectly fine with that.

2005-07-16T18:42:00.000-07:00

just came back from a late lunch wid rau n hud. i loveee those chocolates. heavenly. yumm. a break from doing maths, anyway. which is what i have been doing the whole day. i seem to be getting more paranoid bout the prelims. which isnt so far away anymore. kick the bad, bad procrastination awayyy.

2005-07-01T22:50:00.000-07:00

just now was fun. block catching wid de girls, ash melati rashidah syida and irenaeus. haha. and we decided ta act like mats. with the talk n the lepakking under the block thing. i think we did quite well. plus we have much more fun talking and all.
and ashwini came over fer dinner. we sorta ended up talking bout stuff. life should be less complicated. but, whatever.
happy july =)

2005-06-29T17:10:00.000-07:00

i'm motivated. i really am. i've been doing maths a lot. arentcha proud of me? you know u areee. =)

2005-06-20T20:18:00.000-07:00

last week was great. absolutely no studying. instead, going out everyday. wonderful, really. mostly went shopping at town last week wit people.
andd more shopping. and moreeee. heh. im broke. (almost ah).
slept over at my cousin's house yesterday. tons of fun, as usual.
but tomorrow. back to school. and no long break till like, after O's?. i'm screwed. and realleh worried.
and i havent seen irenaeus, ashwini n syida in over a week. missed ya. =)

2005-06-13T14:24:00.000-07:00

the past week's been fun.on friday, wenta lido to watch mr and mrs smith. nice? yes. =)
yesterday, bugis. mostly window shopping la. and i dropped by the peer bbq at night. the juniors planned everythin. so sweet. heh.
and for the rest of the week, ill attempt to study. and go out, of course. i still wanna shop.
and happy belated birthday, irenaeus!

2005-06-05T22:35:00.000-07:00

a few pictures from friday's bbq.

shy eh. shyy.

chicken! heh.

ok la. done.

2005-06-01T17:45:00.000-07:00

june hols are gonna suck. so bad.
lets see. monday; wenta ashie's house. ash! i want that perfume. =) hahah.
tuesday; swensen's. yumm. today, nothin much ah. met ath fer lunchh. im jealous sey. of her long hairr. especially since i cut mine on sunday.

2005-05-27T19:55:00.000-07:00

wenta eat lunch wit ash n ren after school today. and after lunch, we went to the beach. ah. and i discovered something. *wicked smile* irenaeus isnt a nature person at all! ahaha. i think im more outdoors-y than her. or maybe not.
and i want my pink clip back. i cant find it. =(

2005-05-21T23:40:00.000-07:00

im baaaack. what can i say. i've missed you. =]
went ta esplanade wit syidaa todayy. such funnn. took lotsa lotsa pics. in our usual retarded wayy. and we even watched a malay rock band perform. haha. they were pretty good- really. i want those purple slipperss!

run, syid, run.

lunch was cookies n ice cream. yumm.

reflections.

light at the top of the stairs? yeah right.

k enough. click here to see more.

2005-03-19T15:09:00.000-08:00

shopping's fun as alwayss. would u believe it. that waiter was there. ahahah. im not making sense am i. wenta town yesterday. once again. i have my digicam baccck. yes, all that dropping finally had some effect on the zoom. so anyway. ate at coffee club; that waiter that adora is obsessed with is still there. and he tried to strike up a conversation? adora didnt help. she turned away and started laughing. haha. but thats okae, i love u anyway. so we wenta shop. its not just me; orch is getting emptier. whatever. school starts day after tomorrow. arent u excited. just like me.

2005-03-15T17:00:00.000-08:00

dont u think its kinda scary how some people know exactly what they want. exactly where they want to go; what they want to do. and precisely how to get there. while some people-like me- dont really know what they wanna do, with just a vague idea of what they want their future to be like. and how these people feel pretty much hopeless when people ask "whats ur ambition". i have no idea how to answer. all i really want is just to be happy. and make money as well, please. hehs.

2005-03-12T11:45:00.000-08:00

*boogeyman isnt that badd. actually, if u already watched white noise, u wud think its good. compared to white noise. which is worserer.
*its raining more n more. woohoo.
*tests are over. now comes the fun part. la results.
blogging has lost its charm for me. for now, anyway.

2005-03-07T20:35:00.000-08:00

studying's actuali fun. sometimes? ah shit. common test starting. i hate. bye.

2005-03-02T18:00:00.000-08:00

school's been bitchy. im not liking sec 4 more. and its alreadi marrrch, for those of you who are still living in february. o level results;released. the next time it's released again, it'd be for us. and at the request of rarah (heheh. can u see me rolling my eyes?), some random pikturrs.

thats not her hand la. dont freak out. its minee. =D

ha.ha. do we look mysterious or what.? dont answer that.

ath thot it would be soo cool if we actualli tried to look cute. now u know why we dont try. we just arent.

smileee, ath.

appealing-not. the way-too-popular ljs.

and i cant resist adding one more.

done. bye. =D

2005-02-22T21:00:00.000-08:00

i want to skydive seh. it looks superfun. i want to, i want to.
eh. i know who won manhunt. surprisingly.. he looks asian/?
and as days pass. my grades fall. ah, the joy.

2005-02-20T13:20:00.000-08:00

tp's pretty. very pretty. but i dont know. jc seems better, i think. unless i cant get in. then. poly's not that bad either. :)

2005-02-18T22:09:00.000-08:00

hide and seek? mm. cool thriller. unexpected ending? yes. the girl looks like emily strange. coincidental- her name's emily too. haha. go watch la. yes.
i wonder what my biggest regret is. im still pondering. i dont think i have any. cuz you shouldnt regret anything. ever. happy weekending.

2005-02-14T21:30:00.000-08:00

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hearts. and flowers. and all things disgustingly sweet.

2005-02-14T20:25:00.000-08:00

The balloon is floating on my ceiling. under my ceiling? at my ceiling? whatever. but,anyway. thanks everyone. pretty much in a good mood the whole day.
vday, happy. :) precisely. you would be so freaked out if you knew.

you didnt see wrongly. that IS peanut butter, on a spoon. sandwiches, anyone?

2005-02-13T11:40:00.000-08:00

if it doesnt kill you, it makes you stronger. right right right.
ok bye. im going out. shopping awaits. (yet again huh.)

2005-02-11T20:15:00.000-08:00

another fight. at home. this sucks. i hate it. i HATE it. its always like this. scream scream. shout shout. if there's one thing ive learnt, its to remain emotionless. thats always best. if ur cold, they'll get sick and tired of screaming at u after awhile.
but i still hate it. i dont think ive told anyone how much it sucks. or maybe its just a phase. (i hope.)

2005-02-10T15:50:00.000-08:00

on tues, went to town with adora. was definitely interesting. since we went at around 10 or 11, it was kinda empty. interesting people tho. those punks. and that waiter. and suchh.
yesterday. tha beachh. tha boardwalk is gorgeous. so wouldnt you like to see tha *pictures*

2005-02-06T20:56:00.000-08:00

sooo. i really intended on studying tis weekend, but guess what la. distractions were everywhere.
friday. the aviator. with adora. the whole cinema was almost empty, except fer the cikopek n his dad (haha. dont ask.) a few rows back, and about 5 other people. it felt so VIP. and the movie. it wasnt bad, but its sooper long. so unless ur willing to sit patiently in your seat and not squirm or something.go watch.
saturday. i went ouuut. but i didnt go SP. cuz i FORGOT. typical ah. and even if i did remember, i think id be too lazy.
sunday. i stayed home, basically. nicole n sean came overr. so, that was a distraction in itself. so they left at around 3. then i sat down with all my books, so sedia n all. budden. syida called. so i talked to her for over an hour. about basically nothing at all. wahaha. so after that. i gave up, and watched A Walk To Remember. which is still one of the sweetest movies ever.
*sob cry wail sniffle.
the effect that movie might have on you.

2005-02-02T18:30:00.000-08:00

WoULDn'T iT bE anNoyIng If I tyPeD lIkE thIs eVerYtIme..? iT's AnNoYinG mE aLreAdy. nO oFfeNce tO tHe PeOplE wHo ThiNk tHis KinDa tHinG iS "cUtE". whIch iT iSn't. AT ALL. ok stop. enough annoyance. did i ever tell u how much i um, dislike mats. let me tell you. i CANT stand em. esp the kind who sits in a BUS and starts singing malay songs loudly(and VERY annoyingly)in your ear. super-duper irritating. especially when ur stop is at least ten stops away. ok. im off. tO sTudY biO. aRen'T i A goOd GiRl. bleagh.

2005-01-28T23:48:00.000-08:00

um. firstly. i'd like to say thanks. to ashwini n syida n irenaeus n zahirah. thanks soo soo much. and i'm so sorry. for getting so emotional or whatever.
anyway. life's been fine? i've been fine. =]

2005-01-27T21:09:00.000-08:00

why do u think they call it "falling" for someone? you only fall if you've been tripped and you usually only trip because it's an ACCIDENT. so falling for someone is just an ACCIDENT.

i ripped it off my msn conversation. kinda true?

2005-01-27T19:00:00.000-08:00

you know. i used to think a smiling, happy facade was the answer. the answer to everything. but i guess it isnt huh. as i so found out.
school's ok. grades fine (i think?) oh well. its THE year. but you know what. sometimes i think its not worth it. that im not worth it. that ur not worth it. you. you do understand right. (and for whoever this isn't meant for, don't terasa.)
i dont think im making sense? its a lil mix of pms n um, shereen. not a good combination. so bye.

2005-01-25T17:50:00.000-08:00

i guess there's not much else to say, is there.

2005-01-23T20:40:00.000-08:00

that's it. jesse is MINE. ya hear? i dont caree if u disagree. always have had a weakness fer cute blonde guyss. oo-wee. next to drew fuller and huda's kyle guy, he's hott. at least to me.
and you know how a guy always seems so attractive until he's over-publicised and commercialised? take taufik for example. he's a hottie fer sure. but thenn..everywhere u turn u see his face. and yah. sick of his face kan. or maybe. its just me? =]]

sunday morning

2005-01-23T11:00:00.000-08:00

boo. i miss my sisterr. =/

2005-01-22T16:30:00.000-08:00

i went shopping yesterdayy. no doubt, im in a great mood! haha. if u've talked to me, u'd probablie haf noticed. =]
so whatd i get. a lot of stuff. shoes, clothes, and a few other stuff. shopping must be every girl's best friend.

2005-01-20T21:30:00.000-08:00

came across this one in an email. by far the worst (and most unique) horoscope i've ever read. [yeah, im a scorpion. but. none is true.] :

Scorpios are highly dangerous, even at a distance. They cheat and lie, live for intrigue, and take pleasure in destroying.
Pathological sadists and masochists simultaneously, they will not find any means too low or dishonorable if it can aid in reaching their goals.

Going to great lengths, they will strive to create a positive image of themselves, just so they can backstab an opponent when he least expects it.

Their career is built on the bodies of their more scrupulous victims. If a Scorpio just told you how much he values your friendship, be certain he has already ratted you out to the boss in an attempt to curry favor.

.total.shit.

2005-01-17T20:50:00.000-08:00

-so hauntingly beautiful.-

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You could be the one I'll always love
You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions
You could be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

First there was the one who challenged
All my dreams and all my balance
He could never be as good as you

You could be my unintended
Choice to live my life extended
You should be the one I'll always love

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

I'll be there as soon as I can
But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before

Before you

2005-01-15T22:26:00.000-08:00

went out with melati just now. was funnn. =]
huda just sent me this superly gorgeous song, Unintended. It's sooo beautiful. by Muse. Totally in love with it. Bazaar's tomorrow. Do come. =]

2005-01-15T11:51:00.000-08:00

changed the template. seems likes everyone's changing template. so i should too. let me know how it is kayy. thankss. =]